"You sound like a normie." Yes I do, because in part I am. Many people who rot in these spaces divest farther from modern cultural and social normality to chase eccentricity because they don't have any anchor to bring them back to what is considered normal at the time. I just got a girlfriend, and I had to put in incredible amounts of effort to make myself not hard to look at. I got taller from gh and a mild ai, which also fixed my thin prematurely-aged skin. I am diagnosed as neurodivergent, being on the lower end of the autism spectrum and having severe ADHD. All I am saying is that it is a lot easier to fit into the "normie" archetype when you lie a "normie" life, spend all your time around your irl normie friends, and attempt to act neurotypical to fit in, which makes it a habit and thus a part of your personality.